r/mildlyinteresting 7h ago

My fathers diary entry from 9/11

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u/GoPhundMe 4h ago

This makes me think I should start a diary.

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u/Gorignak 3h ago

Dear diary, jerked off 8 times today, nearly beat my personal record. Cheetos for dinner again.

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u/asusc 2h ago

“go away… baitin…”

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u/PhdChavez 48m ago

Dear diary. I read someone beat it 8 times today and nearly beat their record. Then they had Cheetos for dinner. Im at 7. Hoping to beat him soon.

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u/RaynOfFyre1 44m ago

Dear diary. Another day gone, another failure. Will try again today to beat the record. Maybe I’ll go to the corner store today to get some Cheetos for dinner.

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u/SuddenlySuper 40m ago

Dear Diary,

Read about someone reading that they should start a diary. Started one. Jerked off a few times.

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u/_AcuteNewt_ 2h ago

I would, but I know every page would just end up being something along the lines of:

"-Friday, 17th July

AAAAAHHHH FUUUUUUUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCKING CUNT FUCK YOU AAAAAAHHHHHH KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME I HATE MY STUPID USELESS FUCKING LIFE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING IDIOT WORTHLESS CUNT FUCKING DIE CUNT

I could really go for a donut"

and so on and so forth, so it kinda feels pointless.

I tried making one of those "mood calendar" things. I got about 4 months in but every day was either black or red (worst and slightly above worst) so it also felt pointless.

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u/korbomi 25m ago

It might help if you do, actually.

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u/_AcuteNewt_ 15m ago

I have tried, but I probably should have another go.

Problem is, it's like there's like 8 different tracks of thought playing all at once and it all just becomes noise so it's hard to pick out anything in particular.

If I try to focus on one track, it's like it keeps switching between them. It's like flicking through radio stations, you just get little bits and pieces but can't really make out anything being said, maybe a word or two.

And with that, I find it extremely difficult to get one of these single cohesive thoughts out of my head and written down. The only sort of things that come to the front are basically whats in my previous comment. Mostly just intrusive thoughts.

Pretty sure I have ADHD or something to some extent.

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u/korbomi 8m ago

Don’t pick out a track. Just put everything on paper. Sort of like the Morning Pages concept. ADHD here, as well, btw. 👋

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u/LuciferFalls 34m ago

Could just wait for national tragedies and diary those days. Although the modern equivalent is a video diary kind of thing.

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u/UseDaSchwartz 18m ago

Yeah, just work on your handwriting first.

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u/Kunikunatu 4h ago

  Tuesday 8pm or so from the roof of my building. Today was absolute insanity in the news. Right here in NYC the twin towers were leveled. Some terrorist group, not known yet who, hijacked four planes. 2 of them kamakased [sic] into each tower, the towers collapsed 1 & 2. WTC 7(?) also burned up. Of course the passenger on board were sacrificed. An estimate of 40,000 people work in the trade center. 4 yrs ago, I worked on FL 10 of the trade center, and ate on floor 42 or so. Not everyone survived. I left work around noon, and walked from Time Sq. to the apts. There are helicopters flying around the city, which was shut down today. The 3rd plane hit the pentagon. The 4th, I believe was shot down in W, Pennsylvania. All 4 had full tanks, making the planes a flying bomb. The trade center is all glass & metal, not a brick exterior. A crazy day, that is was indeed.

Transcript since it is a bit hard to read. There are some spelling mistakes.

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u/LegoBattIeDroid 3h ago

I love you

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u/ResidentEmu5 2h ago

Do you love me too?

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u/LegoBattIeDroid 1h ago

sure why not

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u/teffz28 3h ago

Thanks so much for this

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u/EileenSuki 2h ago

Thank you!

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u/Cattleist 4m ago

Funny enough.. My handwriting also looks like this. 😩

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u/DiligentGuitar246 6h ago

How old was he then?

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u/rkddbbdj 6h ago

Early 30s

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u/[deleted] 5h ago

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u/Carra144 5h ago

He literally writes "4 years ago I worked on Floor 10 of the WTC...", you thought a 6 year old was clocking in and filing his TPS reports?

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u/hamfist_ofthenorth 3h ago edited 3h ago

Hahaha, yeah. It's just that, we need the new cover sheets on all the TPS reports before they go out, mkay?

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u/Squishy_Boy 2h ago

The children do yearn for labor, though.

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u/UseDaSchwartz 14m ago

You’d didn’t find that out until you suffered through a couple sentences.

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u/The_Actual_Sage 5h ago

Read the room dickhead

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u/loves_to_splooge_8 1h ago edited 1h ago

Why does he have the handwriting of a 5 year old

Edit: lmao

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u/ThatBankTeller 1h ago

Looks closer to a physicians handwriting to me. My mom’s a urologist and writes almost just like this.

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u/komandantmirko 1h ago

Its a common male trait. It happens because boys develop good hand eye coordination a bit later in childhood than girls. So when we're learning to write, we can only do chicken scratches, and then you basically lock that in with very little improvement later in life.

If boys were to learn writing a bit later, after like the age of 7-8, this wouldnt happen. If you look at any old historic handwriting, you can see men's writing was prettier. Thats because they were much older when they learned than kids are now

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u/shogunzek 41m ago

Looks just like my handwriting, except I write in all caps, something I picked up as a kid from my grandfather who was in the Navy. 34 years old here.

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u/topekatums 8m ago

27 and I do the all caps thing for legibility

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u/topekatums 10m ago

so whats my excuse? as a woman with awful handwriting
https://giphy.com/gifs/lGBecpB2dIMwt6ohfI

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u/UseDaSchwartz 16m ago

I’ve always been told I have bad handwriting, but it’s better than this.

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u/kemmicort 22m ago

Yeah I remember trying to copy the other kids’ handwriting who got commended by the teacher - it was always the girls who had the “best” handwriting at that age. Crazy to think we spent years of our school careers just working on the aesthetics of squiggly lines by repetitively writing each letter again and again. We could’ve at least been re writing something interesting, thought provoking, a short story or poems.

I also remember our teachers lied and told us that we HAD TO LEARN GOOD CURSIVE because we would fail junior high and high school if we didn’t, and never get a job if we couldn’t write nice cursive.

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u/colonelf0rbin86 15m ago

Let's see yours!!!!

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

Yeah Im not reading that.. too illegible

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u/Bl4ck_Fl4m3s 4h ago edited 1h ago

He's writing diary in his 30s? Is that normal?

I thought writing a diary is something you tell your child to do so you have a log of their activities to check out if they did something bad they don't tell you about.

Edit: Alright, so after like 15-20 replies and the 950 downvotes my initial assumption seems to be contrary to public consensus here.

Thanks for letting me know more about diaries, won't write one myself but after looking it up more apparently just the act of writing something down can have an effect on the writer.

When I first wrote this comment I didn't knew that and thought writing a book that has no intended readers is a waste of time, as I thought the only function of a book is to be read. So I thought any rational adult won't do this but children might generate useful logs that way, only time I heard about diaries was in this context many years ago from a relative I believe. A diary was just an obvious trick for gullible children for me up until today.

Since this is all I knew about diaries my question was genuine, but I now know writing a diary can have different reasons.

Edit 2: this is my first time getting 1k downvotes, even more than OPs post has upvotes. I feel like this should be worth an achievement.

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u/clopz_ 4h ago

Little life hack: “normal” means a lot of different things. So, when you ask “is that normal?”, the answer in most cases will be “yes”.

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u/chipskylark123 4h ago

Damn, this actually made me sad as hell.

You sound miserable, homie. You should journal about it.

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u/OldManEnglishTeacher 3h ago

He can’t journal it, the flames would burn the paper. Oh, sorry…the Fl4m3s would burn the paper.

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u/TheHumanoidTyphoon69 4h ago

I keep journals (plural) for different things but Im slightly confused at the common knowledge of total planes highjacked the day of, I didnt think that was disclosed for a bit? Anyone have the articles from back then? I was just in middle school, but somehow we all had tvs rolled in to show us

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u/kawaiibakanekodomo 3h ago

it was widely known and reported to be four by 11 a.m.

there was a lot of uncertainty that morning but by noon the understanding was that it was over: airspace was empty and no more reports had come in.

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u/ZarathustraGlobulus 3h ago edited 3h ago

https://www.nytimes.com/2001/09/11/national/thousands-feared-dead-as-world-trade-center-is-toppled.html

This article is from the evening of 9/11. Giuliani (of Four Seasons Total Landscaping fame) is quoted and the four planes stat appears in the same paragraph:

Mayor Rudolph W. Giuliani said at around 10:30 p.m. that outside of the airplane passenger deaths, there were six confirmed fatalities in New York, "and tragically there are going to be a lot more than that, but that's what we know of at this point." In all, 266 people perished in the four planes that were hijacked, including one that went down in Pennsylvania, with its apparently intended target being Camp David, the presidential retreat in Maryland.

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u/LeoJohnsonsSacrifice 37m ago

Upvoter for reminding me of the Four Seasons bit.

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u/Notarobot_probably 2h ago

It was disclosed quite early on. Moreover, what would have been the alternative explanation? That random United and American Airlines pilots decided to do this?

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u/TheHumanoidTyphoon69 1h ago

You already know what the other explainition is, oh there lying to you to start a war with a country that has nuclear capabilities maybe possibly someday kinda? /s

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u/Bajovane 1h ago edited 1h ago

Oh, we knew. Trust me. We also know that they may have boarded other planes but an opportunity to take it over didn’t come as all the flights in the air were grounded at the nearest airport.

That day will live in our memories (provided we were old enough to remember that day vividly.)

I read a book about the flights that were coming in from Europe were diverted to Newfoundland Canada. The local people welcomed the people with open arms and helped them get shelter, food, and anything else they needed. It was a beautiful experience given the circumstances.

Today, I can no longer go over the videos that were recorded by so many people about that horrible day. It makes me sad that we are so deeply divided today. I do hope we can pull together before it’s too late, but it is very difficult for me to imagine. I just don’t think we can ever be united like that ever again. 😞

Edit to add: and yes, I know that Middle Eastern people were discriminated against and some were arrested just for being from that region. People were suspicious of anyone who looked like a “terrorists “ even if they were citizens born and bred. That was wrong!!!

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u/procrastinatorsuprem 57m ago

You should watch "Come from Away." It tells the story of people landing in Gander.

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u/G_Regular 35m ago

I think this is bait, it’s too perfectly crafted

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u/1mn0tcr3at1v3 4h ago

Concepts like this is exactly why men have have such trouble sharing their feelings. We should normalize people having diaries, it's a good way to get your thoughts out.

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u/ShadowKiwi98 4h ago

https://giphy.com/gifs/bmAtIwmYTHnwBy0d6W

This is why men are silent about their feelings and thoughts because of clowns like you. 

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u/lcl111 3h ago

Ew.

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u/EnvyMushroomTip 4h ago

You must be 14 years old.

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u/burr_redding 4h ago

It’s normal to have a diary at every age but it’s not for everyone. I don’t feel a thing by writing my thoughts on a paper either but most people can feel better when do it.

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u/JoanneDoesStuff 3h ago

You do know that many authors, scientists, and ordinary people kept diaries for large parts of their lives, right ?

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u/flamingobingobongo 3h ago

i’m so sorry you were lead to that belief 😭 this is basically what my mom thought a diary/journal was all about too. that’s why i will never open or read my kids’ journals.

it made me feel awful, like i had no privacy, and it’s fcked me up permanently. (at least permanently so far, but i’m only in my 30s, so perhaps there’s hope for me yet.) I just started journaling daily again a few months ago for the health benefits, and i’m so so paranoid about leaving it out in view.. i’m due to fill up the last page of my composition book today, so then i can burn it.. even thought I’m like 97% sure my husband wouldn’t try to find/read it, i’m so used to not being able to trust anyone to not read my journal that i get so damn anxious about it.. even been considering using loose leaf paper this time around so i can burn it that day (like i always do with my more shame filled entries 🫣)

tl;dr: journaling can be incredibly helpful, especially* as an adult!

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u/Bajovane 1h ago

Wow! I am sorry that your Mom invaded your privacy like that. She was definitely wrong to go through that and then confront you about what you wrote!!! That is all sorts of WRONG!!!

(((((Hugs)))))

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u/Bl4ck_Fl4m3s 1h ago

Yeah your mom's behavior is basically how I first heard about diaries many years ago from a relative. And I thought why write a diary and potentially self sabotage if I can just not do that.

So yeah apparently there is more to this than I knew. A diary was just an obvious trick for gullible children for me since today

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u/and_twice_on_sunday 1h ago

Just wanna say, I love your edit. I have nothing but respect for people who are willing to learn new things. Kudos!

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u/NewJorkCityy 2h ago

Respectable turnaround.

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u/LastManBrandon 1h ago

"I thought writing a diary is something you tell your child to do so you have a log of their activities to check out if they did something bad they don't tell you about." -bro there's no way you thought this was the primary use of writing thoughts down lmao.

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u/eat_your_cards 2h ago

That’s horrible lol

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u/Fractionals 1h ago

Are you developmentally disabled?

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u/zinornia 2h ago

journalling is actually something they say 'all successful people do' something like 30 mins in the morning is recommended.

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u/girlspit 1h ago

Leave it to the internet to gloriously dogpile someone for asking an honest question 😂😂😂🥴 To get bullied online for not understanding something without anyone having any context about your upbringing (aside from the pretty sad anecdote about what you thought diaries were for) is exactly why the internet is such a weird mix of fascinating and depressing.

You’re taking the vitriol in stride. I saw you mention you’re in your early 20s, so don’t let a bunch of faceless weirdos (and the inevitable pile on crowd that follows the misery) convince you that asking questions is something to be embarrassed about. You learned something, admitted you were wrong, and moved on. That’s a lot healthier than doubling down out of pride.

…although now that I’m typing this, I’m realizing you’re probably handling it better than I would because you grew up in the social media era 😂😂😂 I think I’m more offended on your behalf than you are.

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u/Bl4ck_Fl4m3s 1h ago

I didn't learn anything about diaries in school so how am I supposed to know all of this if not by asking questions? I just didn't know it was a thing is all.

To get bullied online

Thanks but this doesn't even come close to bullying, I'm not offended at all, this is just... a nice Friday afternoon. I've still got all kinds of work to do today, going to be busy soon.

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u/girlspit 56m ago

Hahaha fair enough. Maybe bullied was a little dramatic on my part 😅😂 I think I was projecting because Reddit has a habit of turning “you were wrong” into “you must be an idiot.”

Also, as someone in my mid 30s who has had to unlearn a few…weird things that the adults around me normalized while they were in survival mode, I think I felt like I needed to stand up for you a bit.

For what it’s worth, like I said before I respect that you didn’t double down. You asked a question, realized your assumption was off, owned it, and kept it moving. The internet could use about 10 million more people who react like that.

Have a Good Friday, man. Hopefully your next Reddit achievement is 1k upvotes instead 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

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u/Desolate-Dreamland 32m ago

My nana is 84 and writes daily in a diary.... For the past 7 decades.

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u/Shadow_Sable 15m ago

I think you believe yourself to be far more intelligent than you actually are.

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u/Which_Material_3100 2m ago

An upvote from me for wading back in and discussing it more. Kudos! Sorry to possibly ruin your possible Reddit downvote record though! That is impressive

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u/Bernbiz 3h ago

Eat shit and dont have kids

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u/FriendlyKillerCroc 2h ago

this is a /r/redditmoment if I ever seen one, especially consdering it is actually getting upvoted. What fucking age or maturity level are the people here lol

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u/Bernbiz 2h ago

Seem to be white knighting kinda hard for this guy, kinda weird too

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u/Bl4ck_Fl4m3s 1h ago

I didn't know people had such strong opinions about diaries, I was just asking questions, chill out.

To make a child I'd need a woman in my life, which turns out is the hard part. Not that I've tried, I just realized I never approached a woman out of romantic interest, but for them to be a friend / teammate in various shooter- & horror games

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u/Void-kun 1h ago

This just sounds like a toxic masculinity trait.

This is one of the first things a psychologist will suggest you to do if you have any sort of mental health issues.

It's healthy to get thoughts out of your head rather than bottling them in.

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u/Just_Confidence4393 1h ago

Nah you’re right. Also he writes like he rides the short bus.

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u/FriendlyKillerCroc 2h ago

Was this comment brigaded? It has more downvotes than the post has upvotes.

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u/Bl4ck_Fl4m3s 2h ago

Damn I didn't even notice. Did my comment attract all the diary users of reddit?

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u/terabeaux 2h ago

Clearly 11

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u/SquashSouffle 7h ago

Post this in the 9/11 archive sub

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u/spudddly 4h ago edited 1h ago

It doesn't say anything of any note though?

Edit: Gotta love downvotes from redditors who know absolutely nothing about what's considered a valuable historical record.

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u/rkddbbdj 7h ago

He was also at the windows of the world restaurant a few weeks before the attack

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u/Fox_Hawk 1h ago

Yeah a close family member was at a meeting in the towers a few weeks before. It was meant to be around 9/11 but got rescheduled due to people being out of the country.

A million people must have stories like that but it definitely lead to a lot of hugs and "fuck I could have wound up raising your kids."

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u/nomad5926 1h ago

Dude my friend's mom worked there and she was late for work because she missed her train leaving our town, so had to wait for the next one. She was all upset she was going to be late..... then she was much less upset about the timing.

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u/procrastinatorsuprem 52m ago

My bil worked there every Tuesday. He flew down from Boston. He was not there that day because he wanted to take my kids to an event so he took that week as his vacation week.

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u/Salty-Fishman 49m ago

I was originally scheduled to have a lunch meeting at paine webber that day. It got canceled before that but I could have been there that day.

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u/Matic00 5h ago

🤦‍♂️

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u/rf97a 3h ago

What was the comment?

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u/Matic00 2h ago

Snarkily asked why he was reading it, like he stole it or something.

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u/[deleted] 5h ago

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u/Vitriolic_Sympathy 5h ago

Think for two seconds, you got this

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u/[deleted] 5h ago

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u/Barnacle-Betty 4h ago

damn, what did I miss?

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u/Bajovane 1h ago

I always miss the drama.

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u/rkddbbdj 6h ago

One a couple days after

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u/GudgerCollegeAlumnus 58m ago

What happened at the gym?

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u/HalfSoul30 4h ago

Good guy, remained skeptical and didn't take the government's word at face value.

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u/infield_fly_rule 2h ago

As someone of a certain age, I can confidently say that was the day everything in America changed.

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u/ILikePrettyThings121 1h ago

The good ole days before the Patriot Act

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u/IamBeyondAwesome 1h ago

Everything!

And one of the good things was that in the days following, noone was a Democrat or a Republican, we were just Americans that came together to love, mourn, and heal while supporting one another.

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u/infield_fly_rule 1h ago

Before 9/11 most people had no real idea whether their friends were D or R

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u/garden_g 1h ago

Agreed

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u/Dennyisthepisslord 3h ago

There's some interesting stuff around of the days after like radio call in shows of Opie and Anthony and Ron and fez where you get a feeling for the mood. It wasn't all somber. There was ANGER, fear, confusion, loss, pride determination to help and many more feelings all doing the rounds and every few years I listen to them.

It's a good reminder during current events not to demand instant response as day 2 people were asking why there wasn't bombing taking place. It's hard to imagine their reaction if they found out what a disaster the wars coming would be and it would take 10 years to get Bin Laden

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u/thatredlad 3h ago

Imagine how badly it would be handled if it happened with today's administration. I'm not saying GWB did a great job by any measure, but it was handled better than whatever the hell is going on now in the same region.

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u/Bajovane 1h ago

Oh gosh! I think we know how bad it would be!!!

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u/Dennyisthepisslord 3h ago

I mean everyone thought Rudy Giuliani did an amazing job..and a lot of people were willing Bush to be a leader but were uninspired by his speeches in the days after.. imagine a trump rambling address 🤣

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u/slapnowski 2h ago

I mean Trump is on the record shortly after the attacks bragging about his tower now being the tallest. Which is obviously tone deaf but also not true. So yeah, it would have been horrendous.

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u/ErenYeagermeist3r 1h ago

Which is obviously tone deaf but also not true.

He also said he saw thousands of Muslims in Jersey City (directly across the water from downtown Manhattan) celebrating in the streets on 9/11. Which - in case it needs to be said - is a complete fucking lie.

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u/ShotFromGuns 30m ago

For a couple hundred thousand dead Iraqi civilians and ongoing degradation of civil rights value of "better," I guess.

I don't know if you actually lived through this while being old enough to understand what was happening, but GW, his administration, and Congress did almost nothing right. It was a fucking nightmare. We got a war against people who hadn't attacked us, with massive civilian casualties, which destabilized the region and radicalized even more people against us. We got the PATRIOT act that only like one person voted against (my senator, Russ Feingold, who them got replaced with a shitty libertarian asshole we're still trying to pry out 20 years later). We got Homeland Security and TSA. We got extraordinary rendition and Gitmo. Waterboarding and Abu Ghraib. On and on and on.

I get that it looks "better" against the backdrop of the most corrupt presidency our country has ever seen. But don't you dare rehabilitate GW Bush. His presidency was the worst we'd had to that point, by far, and it absolutely paved the way for Trump.

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u/thatredlad 13m ago

In no way did I rehabilitate him, for one thing. I also live on the other side of the world and only really had media coverage to go on while I was in the tail end of high school. These days, though, I try to stay on top of the biggest talking points coming out of your country, but the batshit insanity is so constant that it's hard to hang on.

In any sense, I didn't intend to undermine the damage done by the Bush administration, only to use it as a measuring stick in an "if you think that was bad..." contrast with the current state of affairs.

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u/Meme_Pope 1h ago

Anthony Cumia calling for the Middle East to be bombed like 12 minutes after is the most Anthony Cumia thing of all time

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u/Ok-Influence-2650 1h ago

The Howard Stern show was live during the attacks. They namedrop bin Laden pretty quickly, and are out for blood before there was even confirmation. https://youtu.be/hLNPIdiAx2w?is=lPTW_4q2Rqtty9Z9

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u/urbanmember 5h ago edited 3h ago

I gotta say:

I miss the time when not everyone instantly jumped to a billion conclusions about a million different conspiracy theories everytime something bad happens.

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u/bachmensch 5h ago edited 5h ago

I miss the times, when people didn’t instantly jump to a billion conclusions and a million conspiracy theories, everytime something happens.

Dunno how anyone could downvote you. I also miss those times.

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u/Bajovane 1h ago

So do I. While we had our problems, we were still decent enough to each other and may disagree about policy, but we were still able to come together for the greater good.

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u/mysterypeeps 3h ago

It makes me wonder how we’d respond to an event like this these days.

I imagine half of the country would be screaming at the other half before the smoke even cleared. The “sense of unity” would never materialize (I know many were excluded from it, but it is a common sentiment of the days immediately following). The “truthers” would quickly have a foothold that includes representatives in Congress, no matter how wild the conspiracy. Candidates would run on the idea that THEIR theory was the most likely and how they would handle the consequences of said theory.

I don’t know if we would even make it to the point of declaring “the war on terror”, because we would probably be so focused on eating our own tail. There would be multiple congressional investigations as to who knew what when, but anything uncovered wouldn’t be acted upon. There would be sanctions on countries involved, but I don’t think we’d command the same world power to have so many countries willing to back us up militarily in such a time, previous agreements be damned.

I don’t think 9/11 went well for us, don’t get me wrong. I believe that, in no small part, it is responsible for how we’ve gone so far off the rails today. But it certainly could have gone much worse, and I think would, if we experienced such an event today.

…also, I’m leaving out what I think the current president’s reaction would be on purpose. I don’t ever want to see that man trying to handle a real disaster again. If it doesn’t affect him, it doesn’t matter. Bush wasn’t prepared but I truly believe he cared deeply and did his best. He didn’t even alarm the children he was with, and I deeply respect that.

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u/Zombie_John_Strachan 1h ago

Trump would sell commemorative coins

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u/BootyWhiteMan 2h ago

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

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u/Theory89 4h ago

I miss the time when being sceptical didn't get you branded a conspiracy theorist. I don't believe any of the crazy shit like flat earth or climate change denial, but i also don't think that governments have much interest in sharing the truth if they can use it for political gain. My verdict of 9/11 is "90% certain not an inside job" but I'm not ruling it out completely. And no, it has nothing to do with the melting point of steel beams.

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u/Thel_Odan 2h ago

If you want to see something crazy look up the pilot episode for the show The Lone Gunman. It was a spinoff of the X-Files and the pilot aired 6 months prior to 9/11. The plot was the US Government hijacked airplanes to fly into the Twin Towers in an effort to justify military spending in the Middle East.

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u/RaynbowZFTW 3h ago

I don’t think it was an inside job but the US government was somewhat fine with it happening to justify the war on terror

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u/KaulitzWolf 2h ago

I'm not saying it's what happened, but the temptation for the American govt to pull a false flag or otherwise harm it's citizens over Middle Eastern interests Is real.

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u/DarkRedDiscomfort 2h ago

Pentagon is the one that doesn't square up for me, to be honest.

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u/Theory89 1h ago

For me it was the bombs found in a van on the George Washington Bridge on the day of the attacks, then later debunked by the FBI. Obviously news organisations do make mistakes, so it's only a small suspicion.

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u/SafetyMan35 1h ago

It’s interesting to go back and watch Good Morning America, The Today Show, Live! With Regis and Kelly or Howard Stern from that morning and how that transitioned from light entertainment to full on Holy Shit! Mode and the amount of misinformation they were receiving and having to filter out that day. The live callers who were near WTC and reported on what they (thought) they saw.

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u/lokhor 50m ago

So you missed the time that we were just all actively lied to and the public just nodded their head and moved on?

Not saying that's wrong or right. But it's quite obvious that we are being lied to daily and it's natural to question things.

I believe the real problem is, not being able to get away from any of it. Everything is just thrown at us in every which direction. Ads, texts, photos, movies, news, conversations, etc. Everything is just right in front of your face.

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u/khinzaw 5h ago

When was that?

Before 5G?

Before 9/11?

Before JFK was shot?

Before the moon landing?

Before Pearl Harbor?

Before the Illuminati?

And so on and so forth...

People have been conspiracy theorizing forever.

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u/Rugged_as_fuck 5h ago

Maybe we could just settle for the days before the craziest of the crazy could all communicate, reinforcing all their crazy ideas to one another, instantly in real time.

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u/jjtrevelyan 5h ago

People also love to forget that some "conspiracy theories" wind up to be true in time. MK Ultra, CIA international coups, "WMDs", NSA listening in, the list goes on. There's a wide range of conspiracy theories from suspicious evidence all the way to the earth is flat and the election was rigged. That's to say some are plausible and can't be fully ruled out, and some are braindead stupid.

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u/yeshihelloyesthanku 4h ago

Just remember Jesus was also a conspiracy theory. Hell the story of Jesus is thousands of years older than Jesus Christ himself.

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u/WistopherWalken 2h ago

Yeah it really is a wtc7 shame that nowadays everything is wtc7 injected with some sort of bias wtc7 either subtle or overt wtc7 as if everything has to have wtc7 an agenda. Right after wtc7 9/11, there was some semblance of wtc7 unity, well except with brown people, and we wtc7 reached across the political wtc7 aisle and became one wtc7 nation. I kinda wtc7 miss that. Wtc7

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u/peepdabidness 3h ago

I need to start writing in a diary / journaling

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u/AnsFeltHat 3h ago

Please repost in r/911archive

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u/OrignalCoop 1h ago

Fireman of 23yrs here. That exact book is what my dept (and I’m betting a lot of other dept) used for log books till we went digital. That book alone, while mentioning 9/11 will bring some memories up for fireman.

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u/KKLante 1h ago

A rare day where most people can recall exactly what they did that day

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u/xubax 28m ago

I was at a training session in NJ about 6 weeks later. A guy in the session said his wife had been in the second tower, on 102. After the first plane hit, her manager told everyone to stay put.

She said fuck no and left and got out before the second plane hit.

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u/PickledPixie83 6m ago

FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE REMEMBERS THAT THERE WAS A PLANE THAT WAS SHOT DOWN.

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u/PrecursorNL 4m ago

Yeah what the hell. I never knew about the other 2 planes. But I guess I was like 7 at the same so.. yeah

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u/PickledPixie83 3m ago

I was 18, and I distinctly remember hearing that on the all day news coverage we watched from my dorm room.

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u/PippoKPax 2h ago

Reminds me of that tragedy

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u/regalfish 33m ago

Why does it seem like all men have the same handwriting? That's mildly interesting in and of itself.

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u/gold3nhour 1h ago

The day so many of us remember so very vividly, even approaching the 25 year anniversary. It was absolutely surreal and even though I was a 14 year old girl, sitting in my 8th grade Social Studies (the irony) class in Texas, watching the tragedy unfold, not fully realizing I was being traumatized or that the entire counter just changed forever, my heart was in DC, where my paternal family resides.

My grandmother worked in the Pentagon and she was late to work this day. That’s the only reason she wasn’t harmed (directly) in this attack. It took me hours to reach her on the phone, everything was pure chaos. So, so, so surreal.

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u/Bajovane 2h ago

Wow! I wish I had my father’s diary, but when he died (suicide), the police found it and reviewed it. They discouraged my mother from reading it because Dad said some horrible things about her (bitch, nag, and so on.). I do have a notebook that had a recipe for chili that he made. It was loaded with hot ingredients and he added a note at the bottom of the page to Cut down on the hot stuff!!! 😅

He had his moments of humor!

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u/Han_Yolo_swag 2h ago

That it was indeed

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u/SafetyMan35 1h ago

I’m curious OP, what was the broad nature of the part you redacted? Was it a list of tasks to do? Private notes to his family? Leftover entry from the 10th? I’m curious as to what was seemingly more important that pushed his summary of the attacks to the lower half of the page.

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u/hellanation 1h ago

It may be text rolled over from the previous day, like we see on the September 12 page. The little peek of pen we see top left seems like a different colour.

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u/sipporah7 58m ago

wow, thank you for sharing!

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u/LilPonyBoy69 7m ago

Interesting that his first thought about the 4th plane was that it was shot down

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u/Cash_man 5m ago

A crazy day indeed

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u/stupidber 4h ago

Whats it say?

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u/DazzzASTER 29m ago

Scribbled out the prior day because it was all about identifying some planes and getting flying lessons

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u/Gone_For_Lunch 6h ago edited 5h ago

Made a note in my diary on the way here. Simply says, “bugger”.

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u/drivelhead 4h ago

Darling?

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u/Gone_For_Lunch 3h ago

Clearly there are no Blackadder fans here.

Miserable bastards.

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u/LittelXman808 6h ago

Normally I would make fun of that handwriting, but I think he gets a pass this time.

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u/BouncingPost 5h ago

In a personal journal?

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u/Subject_Turn3941 2h ago

Suits the sub perfectly.

But better to post it in September. The rest of the world finds the 11/9 stories tiresome, considering it happened two decades ago. At least give us the courtesy of only having to suffer it at the anniversary.

Downvote if you agree.

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u/StopImportingUSA 5h ago

I’m not gonna transscript a handwriting. Just give me a summary.

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u/VioletFox29 5h ago

What do you mean by "transscript (sic)?" Do you mean "read?"

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u/TheOriginalBroCone 5h ago

Summary: u/StopImportingUSA is a dumbass

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

You're rude.

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u/VioletFox29 3h ago

No need to be mean though.

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u/Chill_Edoeard 4h ago

The dude seems to write in hyroglyphs or something, im also having a very hard time reading the text written

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u/VioletFox29 3h ago

This is not to criticize you personally but I think it's because younger people are simply writing less and are less and less adept at reading, in particular in reading handwriting.

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u/Chill_Edoeard 3h ago

Im not a young person but understand the sentiment, english also isnt my first language but you cant deny that there are better readable handwritings?

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u/VioletFox29 3h ago

Mea culpa and shame on me. I shouldn't have assumed this. (And I am the first person to jump on people for assuming things!) Sorry about that : )

The handwriting's not great but it's not like a doctor's handwriting. It's fairly legible.

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

Most people can read good handwriting. This is poor handwriting that's hard to read.

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u/VioletFox29 1h ago

Correct. No one ever said it was easy to read.

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

I'm just defending the people getting bullied for stating that it is objectively bad handwriting.

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u/[deleted] 1h ago

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

I didn't say you. Your comment was fine.

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

However I'd say even if kids today were great at reading handwriting, his handwriting would still be considered difficult to read, for anyone.

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u/angelaelle 4h ago

Sorry you didn’t learn how to read.

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u/cache--cache 1h ago

I'm sorry the writer didn't learn good handwriting.

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u/FanGayXd 6h ago

Yo why the tell you posting your Dad’s Journal???? People really be just posting anything on the internet. Respect his privacy and your family

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u/rkddbbdj 6h ago

There’s nothing personal in this post?

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u/freakydeku 5h ago

that one friend that’s too woke

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u/thatredlad 3h ago

You're assuming OP didn't have permission from their dad. How about starting from a place of positivity instead of assuming malice immediately? You must live an angry life if that's your first thought.